Today is 2 days till promo end. I HATE PW.

I am in the midst of my promos. =D

This is fun, blogging in the midst of promos. and the last paper is what i really... CMI in. LOLS.

But i have a funny story and a feeling i want to note down.

Okay. Feelings come first. I have been in Singapore, studying.. *like mad.. lols. maybe not* for like 9 months? i'm not sure. But it doesnt seem that long actually. I still remember clearly how i enjoyed the last days in Kuching during CNY 2009. I'm 19 now. But thats not the point. haha.

These days i;ve been free enough to check out my friend's facebooks and blogs. Like old friends, at home. oh man. i miss them. I feel like i've missed out too much in their life and the fear of might not being able to be as good friends as we were back then is growing rapidly. They have missed out too because i have been busy, and yeah.. i sorta neglected our contact. I really really miss them. Honestly, the feeling nvr was that strong. I nvr felt like i was far from them. But, all of a sudden, i feel this pang of sadness in me. I dont know, people say if you guys had a strong and sincere friendship, distance is not a problem. Being apart will not change anything. Does this feeling I have in my heart mean that our friendship was not strong? OMG. i dont doubt you guys. I doubt myself ultimately. BUt i'm confused.

BUT I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS. sigh. thats the sad feeling.

Kayy, now for the funny story.

I always study in music room cuz there is aircon. haha. I AM SUPER P thanks.

after 10 PM. OHNO... locked. how to get out??? i will say... die in here lor. haha. usually there will be a guard that will punctually open the door to chase us out. HAHA> NOT LAST NIGHT. Bua was like : " how ? sleep here. and miss chem paper. " " lets just die here!" "DON WAN.... i want to live through Promo." " JUST KIDDING LA U PIG" lols. just random dialogs. Then something constructive came up. Me : " EH LETS CLIMB OUT THE WINDOW!!"
"OK OK. fun sia." opens the window... !!! " OMG DAMN small the hole. I GET STUCK HOW? i so p. " " wont la... " " EH. but Angie climb through. How she do ah?" I tried to put my head through. " EH.. OKAY LA.... wait wait!!! don wan la. i will get stuck lor. ><" "up to u la. actually we can call office to open door for us... " Bua looks away to pack her stuff. we go quiet a while. " I pack already. then trying to climb again. WHOOP. *EH I DIDNT FALL la hahah* " eh BUA!!! I:M OUT!!!!!!" ecstatic lo me. then " EHhhh.. how u get out. Not bad sia. okayy i;m coming out too " hahaha. Then she pass me all our stuff and we got out. WOOTS. ITS DAMN EASY TO BREAK OUT AND IN MY HOSTEL. hahahahhahahha . IT was pure fun. hahaha.

We called it out escapade. XD

hope i will remember this. =D

Lydia.

Today is 27th September 2009

Its a sunday. And this is not the way i usually spend sundays.

I don't mean to seem so old. But it really seems like a while ago, i w

as just preparing to leave Kuching. Haha. And since then, i'm one year older. 19. Seems like such a young age. everyone disagrees. hahaha

I 'm actually nearing the end of my Junior College 1 year. J1 year. Going on to J2, hopefully. That is if i can pass my promos, not just pass, get a grade C and above. Dear malaysians, it sounds easy. IT IS FREAKING NOT. hahahha

. not to demean you guys or anything, just for me, studying never came easy. Lols.

My everyday struggle :

Getting sufficient *beauty* sleep

Catching up *literally* with my homework

Getting back to the hostel as early as i can *i get distracted so very easily*

Not falling asleep whilst Chiong-ing my homework.* pardon my Singlish * XD

Getting up in the morning.

I find the most of my struggles are related to sleep

.. HAha. =.= Guess, i'm still me. hahah.

Why can't my school start later. like the other JC's!!! OMG. life is s

o... hahah. i shall not say it.

I have learn to stick to my laptop and music. For health purposes, daily internet browsing, music and OAC is essential. hahahah. I miss Outdoor Activities too. Now that PDP is suspended, til promo *argh*, no more outdoor activities. its all mugging. *for msians again, mugging does not mean robbing ppl, or making coffee in a mug, it means studying. I have no idea why is it called mugging. hahaha. but i hate it.*

I still go to church every Sunday, and that is because i can find peace at church. Although the service is the chinese service, it's actually not that bad. I do fall as

leep during sermons, because i'm not naturally chinese-talented. haha. don't get the

wrong message, i like chinese and i don mind to be cina, but i suck at it. XD Church always has nice people to greet you and shake hands with you, but past that, i look forward to having some quiet time praying. Since my church is so far away from my hostel, the bus ride home is so enjoyable, it so long. Haha. But i like the bus, so its okay, as

i can indulge in a book. and now, i can indulge with my MP3. ZOMG.. okay. i shall elaborate on that later.

Its 2111 now, i have never ending work. Hmm.. that's super sian. hahah. I think it is 'cause i'm always taking things slow. Don't blame the work, blame yourself. h

ahas.

Okay, where was I?

You can't say life here is all about studies, i've made many new friends. Even picked up a few real close ones. (: Birthday celebrations are fun but money-demanding. Breaking curfew is fun. Staying in the airport is fun. Watching movies cramped on a bed is fun. Staying overnight is fun. Sleep-overs are fun. Sharing food is a joy. Mugging together is... ahaha. may be productive. XD

And... i have never thought that blisters come s

o easy. That i like running quite a lot. I can swave board. I stay up late doing some proposal, that i don even feel for. I do stupid things for stupid reasons. hahaha.And. most of all, i nvr thought that i CAN WAKE UP BY MYSELF. ROFL. okay larh... with alarm clock. But most of my friend who knew me, will also agree that this is a HUGE ACHIEVEMEN

T. can record in Guinness Book of Records. But I'm STILL the same. No reason for me to get up, i'll just be the P that i am.

The food in my hostel is actually not bad! (: Sometimes may appeal boring, but it's not bad, nonetheless. Better than starving right? Sometimes can ask for extra too, hiaks hiaks.... but the big problem of this hostel is there is no feeling of home. I can stay days and days out of my hostel and not miss a thing except my bed la. (: But i was definitely hoping for a hostel that gave me more warmth and sense of belonging maybe? I 've heard of how nice the other hostels may be, and how bonded the hostelites are.

Blame the management. Blame the teacher-mentors that only care about doing their job, especially making sure we are in the hostel and studying. =.= Lame. hahaha. What happened to sincerity and friendship. What happened to strong bonds forged through hard times.

Hmm.. I should get started on my GP essay.

2143.

p/s : i'm broke. Evil MOE quickly give me money. TT.

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Here is a recent picture

Lay, P, Ngoc

Asean Dance. I was Late, i looked like a lobster. And it was a great nite. XD

BBQ at East Coast Park. Han, Clarisse, Serah, P, Bua.

Retards. All 4 in the picture. ROFL. Thats nia (red shirt), Steven, Theodore.

Banana gurl.

today. i mean yesterday. hahas.

hey people. 

=) i wont have the time to write long posts one.... hahas. i'm currently still awake. its almost one am. =.=... that is because i have a math test tomoro. and it is econs lecture too.

enough bout that. today was so tiring. i had training in the morning. do intervals. wa... i knot take it. super tired. ended up sleeping in lecture. chem and math. hopefully i absorbed sumthing when i was asleep. hahas. hardly. life in singapore not bad.. er.. okay. i think? mugging life. its true... hahahs. anyone dunno what is mug? ask a singaporean. my school in temasek JC. its the top 5 JCs in singapore and its damn mugger la. i cannot take it sumtimes. the syllabus goes v fast lerh... hahas. they expect quite a lot from students. lucky i didnt go to like more mugger JC likee National or Meridian. althought MJC seems to have a bigger ODAC. oh ya. my CCA here is OAC. Outdoor activities club. i love it!!! its tough. hahahs. okay. i need study for math dy. hahas. 

take care ppl. miss you guys. miss kuching. 

i got one pic. hahas. pathetic sia. 

i think that was after temasek talentime. 

Monica, Bua, ME and Vanesza hahas. 

banana gurl.

=D

hi everybody!!!!!
i miss KUCHING
I MISS MY FRIENDS
i miss jenny, michelle, VK, TENG!! VUN!! greg....png... hahas. all my friends la.
omg damn high. i got so much things to do but suddenly wanna blog.
i went kayaking
=)
oh ya. i miss coconut. hahas.
tomoro i have PW meeting. this week i got test, math and chem. hahas.
omg i so crazy... =D
i hope i can continue this blog. hahas. sorry guys.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

EDWIN LAI KOK WEI!!!! post more tonite... XD or tomoro.

MISH YOU.

2009

A fresh start.

I'm thankful for my new found friends. We're all from Malaysia, but different parts. =)

How are you? dear friends back in Kuching!!! WOOT! MISH YOU LIKE CRAZY GUYS!!!

And. truthfully, i'm missing home. hehe. It has been 6 days since i've moved here. By the way, i'm currently staying, living i guess, in Dunman High School Hostel. Quite far from city, but hey, everywhere is kinda city in Sg. hahah. And i've been posted to Temasek JC. It seems nice and " happening" I hope i can blend in, at least well enough to live through JC. There's so many CCAs here and they're all super busy in their own way. Expecially if you're gonna take up a leadership post. OMG. I dunno if i can take it. seriously, i'm actually starting to doubt my abilities.

I live in a hostel of quite many nationalities. Its like, my roomate is Indon, and my friend's roomate is Chinese from China and another friend's roomate is Malaysian Chinese but SG adapted. haha. There are tons of foreign students here. Its like its common to have them. Singaporeans are really hyper. And quite friendly. Though, sometimes i wish i was more hyper. Where did my hype go?? i think i left in at Kuching larh! hahah , Oh ya, the Singlish here is rather Malaysian. But of course they have some words of their own here. and i still have yet to learnt them a lot. Hang out more with malaysians and indons. hahaha.

Hopes to :

Find more friends. *tired...*
sleep earlier. *everything gotta do here.. hahah*
be more hyper..
Get busy and forget bout home's comfyness
get adapted to my 'new' but temporary home.


*thumbs up*
Thank God, for always being with me.

*thumbs Up*
I love u guys back in kch!!!

To my family!
I love you guys.!! although i don show it, I miss you guys a lot lah...... =S



Lydia ~banana Gurl~

everything for christmas =D

Merry Christmas !! This is definitely a joyous season. that starts in the heart. =D

Updating you guys. Lets see. First thing is on Camp Pueh. even though it was in november, Its actually quite fresh. I guess good memories wont fade eh?

Camp Pueh...

This is the PRS camp that i attended as the committee but i mostly played participant. *half-half* I was one of the facilitators that are in charge of each group. Like a person that takes cares of the group. so i was with the green group. Honestly.. it was SO SO awkward at first. OMG. u have to be there u feel the silence. the refusal to speak. the kekok-ness.. I was the only one, lets see, giving suggestion, asking for opinions, poking them to talk. Luckily i appointed a good, but aggressive leader for them. i even thought of their group name. hahahaha. The Leader appointed was Dee Dee. She's only Form 1 but by far, most outgoing. hahaha. Other three all form 6 eh. sooooooo timid. that was a good turn for my group.

I learnt a lot from the activities. enjoyed the repelling *note that this is the wrong spelling. i forgot the real one * It's actually climbing down from a high rock climbing obstacle. Of course they were coaches there and ropes and stuff. But being 45 feet above the solid ground>>>> thrilling. hahahaha. Me and Png were the first few gurls to try it. wahahaha. i wanted to go for second round la. but they wont let. reason was the thrill was gone. hmph~ hahaha. i will try it some other place. I learnt that we should look at things facing the sunshine. then you'll not see the shadows. hahaha. *personally, looking at the shadows fascinate me..*

I learnt that I should NEVER judge a book by its cover. NVR~ hahaha. there's a lot of quiet looking ppl at camp. From grss and batu lintang. oh ya, i forgot to mention that some of the campers were from Batu Lintang School. Form 6 mostly. So i got to really know some stranger. Total strangers. It was fun. Some gurls, waseh. looks so timid. when they play, so.... Licik. hahaha.

Being a leader is not easy at all. First, you must lead. then, You must listen. And, you must care. Some leaders just give instructions and dare not do it themselves, some just dont know how to care. Communicating skills are important too.. If you cant get the msg through, how are your members going to know what the heck are you trying to say?! hahahaha. lastly, caring for your members is a must. Don't leave behind. As Stitch always said, Ohana means family. family means, no one gets left behind. =D remember it for life.

There's a beach. Lovely and just tranquilic. =D Ppl... you know how much i love da beach rite?

Mosquitoes and sandfly bites. saddest part. theres marks on my legs. darn... hope they go away. but no worries. For that price. i had memories. =}

I guess that concludes it. hahahaha. pictures ah. lazy lah~~~ my words more sincere right~~~~~~ ^.^

Next..........

Singapore Trip !!!! almost forgot. wahahaha.

I went to Sg with me family from the 3rd to the 7th of Dec. the main purpose is to go meet my relatives and sign my agreement. hahah. After those two things, we were free to shop til i drop..*on my bed* Its tiring u know, shopping.. I walked and walked and jogged and looked and bought and walked again. i can be a good walker. hahaha. healthy worh this lifestyle. hehehe. my sis was great company. and she was with me all throughout the shopping. GENG.. i salute~ .hahaha. Sg is a busy and never-ending eventful no-stopping never-Resting hectic full-of-people full-of-stuff city~ phuh~ i cant finish describing it. But.... ITS pretty! really. you guys should have seen the lights. the night view. the everything. wah!!! i feel like sakai. But the light along Orchard Road is so... pretty! Food is OKAY la. lots of ppl. everywhere. REALLY. everywhere got people. hahaha. makes me miss kuching so much. Kuching is so peaceful. Sg is also ever-changing. new roads. new buildings, new houses, new people. You cant keep track of whats going on where, when and how. So eventually, you give up trying. hahaha. bought lots of cheap stuff. haha. shirts, souvenirs, postcards, and.... keychains! hahaha. Hin Hin after shopping everyday. like i said. shop til we dropped into bed every nite. That says it. really. hahaha.


AHA! Christmas!
Christmas isnt christmas till it happens in your heart. somewhere deep inside you, is where Christmas really starts~~ so give your heart to Jesus, you'll discover when you do~~~, then its christmas... really christmas... for you~~~

This is the best song ever. hahaha.this year. besides the great legendary carols of course. =) merry christmas everyone. I went to mass. this year. and i paid lots of attention to the preacher. and i sand real loudly. and i was smiling. and i was laughing. i was high.... i woke up at 4.45 heard me?!!!! 4 45. TUUT. hahahahaha. Christmas is such a happy season. its not the gifts. its not the tree. its not even the food. * although.. i love turkey and all the other delicious christmas dishes.* Its about the thought ppl have for other ppl. The thought is the one that counts. so what gift should u get me? THINK OF ME!! hahahaha. greatest gift. unless u can give me jesus cell phone no. ROFL just kidding. God Bless~~~~ =}



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